Thank you for both the empathy and the feedback not the good things. I do actually like writing them. It is a nice ritual, but I need to find a way of starting the ritual a little earlier in the evening.

I'm glad you enjoyed the description of the apple blossom. I looked out yesterday and wished I could capture how seeing them made me feel: a little awed at their unwitting beauty and privileged in being there to see them just then. I wish I could have shared that moment on my lj.